I used to be so much of a dreamer… Sometimes I feel like I still am.
Lately I’ve been having plenty of alone time. I’d either be attending school or attempting to get some work done.
This puzzles me but I don’t feel as young/youthful (even though I’m really still considered a young adult!) as before anymore and it scares me that I’m constantly trying to remind myself that I’m only in my early 20s haha.
I feel pretty insecure about where I am headed to now, in terms of my future. Very often I’m fickle minded, hasty and apprehensive in my decisions… Is that why the positive outcome that I desire repeatedly turns out negative? Possible? I’m accumulating all the wrong decisions I’ve made before and drilling them into my head, to make sure that the same mistakes never ever happens again. Like ever.
But despite that, I’ve never felt this satisfied with myself in my entire life. I feel like I might actually accomplish something and finally make my parents proud.
On repeat.
True Love Ways- Martina McBride (lyrics & slideshow) (by IrishCountryGal1)
